Everyday you are hit by a swarm of pesonalities. you may detest some and you may like some but you are influenced by all. Each time you try to dust off the impact, the dust settles back on you. I don't know who i am anymore. I don't recognize the person living in me. The boundaries have blurred and the demarcations are fuzzier than ever. I have lost myself in this delusional mix of identities. My soul is diluted. I don't smile the way i used to.
But not all is lost. It's when everything seems dismal and lost that i find myself battling with the faceless personas. I cry and laugh with my old smiling self. The haunting demons vanish. But when things start looking upbeat the mirage like demons return. i lose myself again and what is left is just me!!
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I guess this is pretty deep stuff man, but I can't exactly catch your train of thoughts.
You used the word 'fuzzy'?
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